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Thursday, July 2, 2009

Pure Love

I felt a tug on my soul that made me want to come to You
All the things being revealed and retold
are making more sense to my heart now....
I felt it was a crime to look
You in the Eyes...
Because the feelings I felt I don't think can be disguised......

To open my heart to you ~
Could be the best thing I can do.

Saturday, June 27, 2009

Paradox

There is no one that I can run to but You...
There is no one that I can confide in it’s true..
I see my aggression, I see my doubts
I cannot get away from myself -

The paradox of havin' faith -
Yet not being able to do anything
Apart from You.
LORD, lead me to You~

Here you come to rescue me~
Your love is all I see
Here you come to rescue me ~

...Your love will set me free

. . .

If life was meant to be that way -
What happened and why did I go astray?
Yet you give me another chance again -
These things I sometimes don’t understand -

...Here you come to rescue me,
Your love is all I need ...
Here you come to rescue me --
Your love is all I see -
Here you come ~
To rescue ~ me ...

Your love is heavenly…….

Wednesday, June 17, 2009

P.E.A.C.E.

Sometimes I wonder why things happen the way they do. For example, I was living in a not-so-favorable situation for a long time- and wanted out even before I was put there... I recently took a step of faith and left- literally on faith. I didn't really have any where else to go--- but I found somewhere to stay, temporarily. After a week that situation also became (for lack of better words-) bad, and I needed to leave there as well... so I did. I was about to be staying on the street, sleeping in my car full of clothes and belongings and I finally against everything that was within me went back to the original location that I had left.... Well, someone there knew what I was going through and felt my pain and helped me out BIG time and got me an apartment of my own. Somewhere safe I can stay - away from the turmoil and strife that can come from mixed families...
So... I went through "hell" to get where I am now, I feel.... but I have so much more peace and tranquility than ever before... and now I also know how much that person loves me. I didn't know that before...
Last week was hard on me... but I am glad I stuck it out. It was worth it!
P.E.A.C.E!

Friday, May 29, 2009

I Love Love!

There is nothing better than love. Even in the pain and hurt - dissapointmen and strife- if you can find love, then you've found the key...it opens all the doors, it turns every thing around, and makes everything good again. It's a pure bond of virtue. It's the answer every one needs.
i love love!

I just thought about putting a key in a lock... when you put a key in a lock, the lock has to be turned to unlock the door--- it doesnt just slide in and push the door open. You have to turn your hand to make the key do the work. Just like love. You have to love somebody and the love turns things around inside them and opens them up--- and then they let you into their world. Sometimes you might have the wrong key.... sometimes you can't seem to find the key!! But it is there, and love is the key to the haeart.........amen.

Thursday, May 21, 2009

BelievN Yourself

Believe in yourself. Have you ever heard that phrase? It can be broken down in a few ways. One way is to say, Believe: in yourself. Believe- to believe is to have faith or confidence . To believe in yourself could be interpreted as, have faith or confidence in you- in who you are. But that is not what I think it really means. Why? Because we are failures. We are imperfect-driven by what we see on the outside-in the natural-in the flesh-in the world. We can even be driven by our egos-our pride-our fears-our lusts. We can also be driven by doubts- by disbelief-by hatred or unforgiveness or ignorance.
That is why we shouldn't believe in ourselves.
But we should Believe- in Ourselves. We should let faith live in us. We are capable of being something great-yes. But not by our own power -or knowledge or strength or anything, except God. I truly believe this, because I have tried to "be" something. I have tried to "be" someone... I have tried to "prove" my "worth" in ways that are less than worthy... but I thank God that despite my failures and miserable attempts at trying to make myself become "something" - The One Who Believes has unlocked the door way to His eternal perspective and shown me a new reality - a new understanding, and brought me into a greater place with Him.
All things are possible to the one that believes. Yet it is not by strength nor by power but by His Holy Spirit! AM-N!