Paradox

There is no one that I can run to but You...
There is no one that I can confide in it’s true..
I see my aggression, I see my doubts
I cannot get away from myself -

The paradox of havin' faith -
Yet not being able to do anything
Apart from You.
LORD, lead me to You~

Here you come to rescue me~
Your love is all I see
Here you come to rescue me ~

...Your love will set me free

. . .

If life was meant to be that way -
What happened and why did I go astray?
Yet you give me another chance again -
These things I sometimes don’t understand -

...Here you come to rescue me,
Your love is all I need ...
Here you come to rescue me --
Your love is all I see -
Here you come ~
To rescue ~ me ...

Your love is heavenly…….

P.E.A.C.E.

Sometimes I wonder why things happen the way they do. For example, I was living in a not-so-favorable situation for a long time- and wanted out even before I was put there... I recently took a step of faith and left- literally on faith. I didn't really have any where else to go--- but I found somewhere to stay, temporarily. After a week that situation also became (for lack of better words-) bad, and I needed to leave there as well... so I did. I was about to be staying on the street, sleeping in my car full of clothes and belongings and I finally against everything that was within me went back to the original location that I had left.... Well, someone there knew what I was going through and felt my pain and helped me out BIG time and got me an apartment of my own. Somewhere safe I can stay - away from the turmoil and strife that can come from mixed families...
So... I went through "hell" to get where I am now, I feel.... but I have so much more peace and tranquility than ever before... and now I also know how much that person loves me. I didn't know that before...
Last week was hard on me... but I am glad I stuck it out. It was worth it!
P.E.A.C.E!